Monday, March 07, 2005
I'm back here.
Just felt that i needed to type some stuff.
Well,feeling real worried bout this person.
Ok,maybe you might be reading it.
Maybe you won't even come here.
But anyway,this is directed to you.
I've realised that you've changed.
Mostly fer the better.
More caring and understanding
[not that you hafen been]
But some there are some things you just hafta
Let go fer now.
I don't really wanna specify.
But yeah.
If you're reading this, i just wanna let you know
That i'm concerned fer you.
I know you're not doing very well in school.
Maybe its because of the things you
Find are important which hinders you from
Doing well.
I really dunnoe.
Ok.
I'm just being some paranoid ass.
That's wad i feel. Yeah.
But i dunnoe how to help you out.
But i should just believe in you,
Like wad cjp said. Yeah. I should.
I'm not doing too well myself either.
Dunnoe how to help myself.
Maybe i should really sit down and
Do some deep thinking.
Bout where i wanna go and stuff.
Ok. Maybe i know wad to do,
Just that i don't haf enuff time?
Ok. Actually i think i've got the time.
Just that i alwaes seem to do other stuff
Rather than to revise my work.
Ahhs. Feel that i'm expecting too much
From myself.
Like how can i ever hit
My target of 9 points?
Can't seem to believe in myself in this
Point of time.
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