LP'S CONCERT IS TODAY!!!
I WANNA GO!!!
i've been hearing the deejays talking and talking bout the concert ever since i switched it on! but,I CARN GO! super sad case! ohh wells, shall live with it..i'll juz be sad the whole day then! carn even listen to LP's music coz yinyee's fren has my cd! THIS IS HORRIBLE!! i'll be suffering in silence again! guess i'll hafta live with this too! THIS TOTALLY SUCKS!!!
I WANNA SEE AND HEAR LP!!

went to school fer some cip meeting,and its like around 7 people attended it only?! TOTALLY PATHETIC! ok,so left school at 11 plars and went home first..slacked awhile and had my lunch,den went to heartland with my bro to look fer a belated father's dae prezie fer him..well,met valentia at kovan station and she followed us to look fer sumthing fer my dadee..din find anything from there in the end,so i asked my bro to pass me his 10 bucks as part of the prezie..went to plaza.sing in the end to meet valerie,winnie and viv,and to look fer sec four farewell gifts..walked and walked and walked,but still could not find anything nice,maybe coz i was msging almost the whole time and not looking around,hahax..so after they bott their stuff,valentia accompanied me to look fer my prezie..went to john little and world of sports to look fer his gift..finally got this shirt from world of sports after searching fer a reallie long time..den we went to look fer valerie and viv at carrefour..den they went to ged some stuff from bread talk and we were finally on our way home!..seemed like quite a boring dae,hahax..but at least i got to go to some place beyond heartland! [now i sound TOTALLY pathetic!]

I HATE MYSELF!
i reallie dunnoe wat's wrong with me!
i seriously nid some help mann..
dunnoe wat happening to me..
ok,maybe i'm juz over-reacting over something small..
but i'm scared!
it like i kip thinking bout stuff that i should not even be thinking bout..
mann,something's truely wrong with me..

went to delicia's house at 11 plars to do homework with her..slacked there quite a bit,only finished the qn part of the compre at her house! hahax..kinda waste time larh huh? but its ok! so left her house at 4 plars and went home to bathe and change to go out..took a train down to raffles place to meet my dad,he was late! [wat's new? hahax] mum came soon after that..den went to look at fones..went off to suntec after that..ate at marche,the food was great! yumyum!! walked around after dinner..and i finally got my gio-tee!! reallie happie! i've been hunting fer it since dunnoe when! den we took a cab home..

gonna meet sandra tmr! hafen seen her fer a reallie long time! I MISSED YOU! well, gonna meet her at heartland after my dance practice..gonna take neos with her AGAIN! was supposed to go to annabel's house tmr,but there was a change of plans..so gonna go to her house on fridae instead,too bad sandra carn make it on that dae!

i'm back from camp!! whoohoos! hahax,jan and i were like counting down since it started [think many others did that too!] well,got to know more people and stuff? but it was quite slck,not as bad as i expected it to be,yeax..and the drill sessions were like quite useless? hahax..most of the people in my contingent were not reallie marching properly? hahax..i'm guilty of it too! den had this 'special nite' thing on the second day,sang burfdae song to annann at the end of it..she was like so embarrassed?! she was like crying at the same time too?! yeax..well,todae was kinda rushy? at least the camp ended quickly and luckily 4th coy people did not nid to stay back! -phews- so took cab back with jan,hester and cihui,yeax..so glad to be home now!..

listening to usher's cd again! hahax,think you'll be see this phrase fer the next few posts too! ok,i'm loonie! aniwae,juz finished last-minit-packing fer my camp tmr,like wat's new right?..tt's me mann! eating delia's apple at the meantime,its juicy and swit! mmmx! she gave it to me in the afternoon when i met her,and she's gonna gif it to each fren she sees todae..kewt eh? and there's this kewt msg on it too! thanks gerl,reallie swit of ya! -huggx-

there was a change of plan,met jacintha at some bus stop near school and headed to school with her,looks like my ass was not kicked after all!still,was late by 15minits in meeting charlotte,she was already there,so we went to 3a2 to ged the dance going..the dance is nice,quite interesting too! sort of mastered the dance,not reallie familiar though..so the dance thing ended at 11plars,wanted to stay in school to ged some work done while waiting fer dear cjp,but the weather was horrible,so decided to go home to ged a shower instead..wore the same clothes out again:pl-lite shirt over pinafore..sorta weird eh? hahax..so met up with cjp and cindy at the bus stop outside school,was listening to usher's cd then! ok,this is gedding a weee'bit obssessive! aniwae,cindy din come along with us..so we went to heartland yoshi fer lunch,ate beef bowl! felt reallie bloated after that..so we decided to walk around a while in heartland..went to ged her apples from fairprice after that,bott bubble tea on the way..so apples were bott and den started to feel like puking due to,most probably the bubble tea? hahax..we walked past this shop with some loud music and it made us wanna puke even more! dunnoe why! yeax..so went to heartland again to ged our neos taken..its been ages since we've taken it together! so we went to macs to stick her msgs on the apples,and i built 'the great apple pyramid'! -takes three bows- tried to make other stuff with the apples,but it was a disaster! hahax..looks like i'm only good at pyramids! ok,so waited fer evon to ged to macs then i left the place..got home and slept,was reallie tired..skipped tuition too

GREAT NEWS!:SANDRA'S BACK FROM CHURCH CAMP! MISSED HER LOADS! hahax,SHE MISSED ME TOO! YAYS! hahax,i'm ego and i'm aware of it!
horrid news:regional camp is tmr,like 11 hours away?! so close mann!hope i dun die there!

whoax!
look at the time now!
almost 2 already!
you should be sleeping now,rachel
wat's wrong with you?!
go on!
yer bed is next to you!
c'mon!
close yer eyes and u'll be there!

now i seem like i haf an alter-ego..hahax,juz bored..carn ged to sleep even though its so late already..how am i gonna ged up tmr mann?!..i'll definitely ged a kick on my ass tmr!..oooh!..kewl,i'm starting to yawn!..this is the first sign showing that i'm tired..now eyes are watery too!..ok,shall end off here!..i'm going to bed now,at long last!

ok,i'm blogging again..hahax,i'm juz feeling bored..wanna sleep but i dun seem tired!..wat's wrong with me?!..ok,maybe its coz i'm listening to burn now?..hahax..the chorus keeps plaeing in my mind:

when the feeling ain't the same in your body
don't want to
but you know
got to let it go
'cause the party ain't
jumpin' like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
deep down you know it's best for you except but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that it's over
you know that it was through
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn

i keep plaeing the song over and over again..carn seem you ged over *it..thinking,thinking,still thinking..
[ok,i'm writing crap again..guess i'm not in the right state of mind now,juz typing wat i feel now..dunnoe if anyone would understand wat i typed]

listening to usher's cd again..i think i've listened to the whole thing like 10 times already?!..i seem to be hooked on it!..hahax!..aniwae..went to school and had the a*math test..hope i'll pass it,i seriously need the marks!

dance practice tmr at 9.30..i haven't gone fer any of it yet..hahax..i'm sucha a slacker!..well,gonna go there earlier to master some of the dance steps..so gonna be there by 9,otherwise jacintha would be kicking my ass tmr..that's according to wat she said..hahax..well,think i'd be late tmr..look at the time now,its 12.36 according to my computer clock,think i'll oversleep..aniwae,planning to ged my hair cut next week instead..yeax,i'm listening to my mum!..hahax!..okok,i'm like typing crap now..dunnoe why also..hahax..think i'll become a zombie tmr when i wake up,i've been staying up late these few daes..and guess wat rachel was doing?!..homework!..can you believe it?!..rachel stayed up to do homework!..ok,now i sound as if i'm doubting my actions..hahax,okok..i'm juz cracking up a weee'bit now..

going to haf lunch with cindy and my dear cjp,delia!..yeax,long time since i met up with them,glad i'm finally gonna see them again!..carn wait!..ohh!..and i better not forget to ged viv's hairnet too!..hahax..

well..thinking of quitting gb now..dunnoe why..even my parents agree that i should ged outta it..but,if i do ged my way,which other cca can i go to?..if only there was tennis as a cca..ok,i'm easily dissatisfied?

-dreading the regional camp even more,only 2 more days! HELP!-

juz got back frm heartland..finally got my usher cd!..i'm happie!..listening to it now..not bad!..yeax..aniwae..had a*math lesson again..i seemed to pay a lot of attention todae..hahax..i'm proud of myself!..-gives myself a pat on the back-..aniwae..was drenched before going fer the lesson since it was raining so heavily after vivian,yinyee and i had our cup noodx..so we were sorta freezing in the ava theatrette,and i was sniffing thru-out the whole lesson..had this beeg headache too,so janice gave me panadol [thanks janice!] but it din reallie help coz the pain continued..yeax..come to think of it,its the first time in my 15yrs that i've taken a panadol!..hahax..quite interesting..ok..so the lesson ended quite abruptly and yinyee and i had to rush fer music..and we reached there a few minits earlier [i seem to be rushing to somewhere with her a lot these few daes!] so music was the same,did some improvisation thing..then we went to novena fer bk,had my usual chix cheesesticks while she had her sundae pie thingy..left the place and headed fer heartland to ged my cd,met my mum at the dhoby ghaut station on the way there too..aniwae..planning to cut my hair tmr or sumthing..told janice bout it and she said that my hair is short..i'm like hur?..wunder wat long hair means to her..hahax..well..saturdae's coming..wunder if i should be happie or sad..

-still dreading the regional camp-

had a*math lesson yesterdae..den went to heartland with janice and yinyee to meet siewling and simin..ate at bk..den we went off to take neos..yinyee and i lost track of time and left only at 5:10..so we rushed home,changed and grabbed our tennis stuff and took a cab down to the club..reached there a few minits before 6..met my ex-coach and music tcher..her son was plaeing tennis there..he's good mann!..he's small,yet he plaes tennis quite well!..i'm jealous!..aniwae..it was quite tiring coz it was only the two of us plaeing..so tennis ended at 7..and we sat in this room to wait fer joel to arrive..hahax..he was pretty early,he reached the club at 7:10 when his lesson starts at 7:30?..hahax..well..think that his bro and him were planning to sit in the room we were in while waiting fer his tennis to start..hahax..walked past him when i went to the toilet,felt damn short..aniwae..yinyee had to refill her bottle,so we went to the water cooler near the tennis court..and joel was still sitting there,waiting fer the lesson to start..aniwae..while yinyee was filling her bottle..i told her i smelt milo..thot my nose was plaeing some trick on me..and she told me that it was coming from this lady standing behind me [she was drinking this cup of milo] and this lady happened to be joel's grandmother!..wahahax!..it was reallie hilarious..aniwae..we went to bathe and had our dinner at the club,while waiting fer his lesson to end [ok,now i sound like some stalker!] sat outside the club where it was right outside the tennis courts,saw them hafing physical..glad i wazzen in that class,otherwise i would be panting mann!..so his lesson ended and we took the chance to walk in front of him..den my fone rang and we stopped at this bus stop fer awhile so that i could answer my fone,and he continued walking..told my dad that we'd be going home ourselves..we walked faster so that we could reach the other bus stop faster than joel since he went to ged some drink [think is was soya bean] from chompchomp..we sat at this bench near the bus stop..and his mum was actually sitting at the bench beside us!..i was surprised mann!..hahax!..so he and his bro sat with her while waiting fer the bus and he took 315 home..yinyee and i took 317 home and went to the station to meet rhubs..den we walked home together..

-dreading regional camp which falls on this saturdae-

got back frm phuket yesterdae..it was nice..yeax..was reallie slack there mann!..hahax!..but it was shuang!..yeax..the hotel rm was super beeg!!..it was like size my home?..juz a lil' smaller..yeax..lurved the toilets..so spacious..spent my time plaeing tennis and bball and billiards and swimming!..slept lotx too!!..if only life was like that!..well..looks like its back to reality now..all hectic and stuff!..oh well,i'll live wif it!..aniwae..haf this interest in billiards now..was watching some billiard games on tv in phuket..the way they plae is super kewl mann!..esp this guy,paul hunter!..kewl guy..yeax..its like these billiard ppl can remain calm 'n kewl in the tense situations they're in..quite kewl huh?..haha..well,hafta watch the games on tv to know..yeax..aniwae..had to go fer tuition straight after gedding back frm phuket..i was kinda sian..decided to skip tuition,so called janice to pei wo..yeax..went to heartland wif yinyee first to ged her assessment bks..she left and i went to meet siewling and janice..walked ard in the 'new part' of heartland..clothes there are quite nice..yeax..planning to buy a few pieces..aniwae..was supposed to ged this gio-tee..but they din haf the colour i wanted..sad mann..well,took neos wif them..its been some time since i took neos wif them!..so we walked ard till ard 9.30 and i went home wif siewling while janice went to meet her parents..cuzins were at my house when i reached home..they stayed over fer a nite..

bout todae..woke up early to go to the cinemas..went to watch hp3!..some parts were pretty scary..but there was very little of draco..sad huh?..expected more frm the movie..they cut out quite a bit frm the bk version..but it was still nice..yeax..so walked ard great world city fer a lil' while and went home to ged changed to meet yinyee fer music..it was quite a rush mann!..yeax..so after music..went wif her to ged her cola lolly..so she left and i went fer tennis..it was only 2 ppl again..kinda boring..should not haf changed to saturdae class..

to delia and siewling:sorry i could not make it

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